This blog has gotten far away from me and the everyday is has become so normal.
He is a very cheeky and overall happy boy.
He has come so far, I’m still amazed by him everyday.
I have been stressing daily about Kayden’s weight and food consumption.
Breaking point is exactly where I am at with his eating.
My journey into motherhood was filled with more hardship than I ever imagined.
They nearly killed him and I’m not over it.
It’s been hard but ultimately rewarding.
It lands us back in Starship, a bit of perspective.
He is super yellow, like a baby cheetos from the contrast dye.
What if he never sees me again and he losses his vision completely.
It isn’t just me that has no idea what to say to people.
I’m holding a tiny miracle in my arms right in front of them.
That’s not enough opportunities, Am I making sense?
I’m started to feel more trapped here than needing to be here.
